My “lose-it” progress

I’ve been working for a few years now to get down to a goal weight of 185. I’e been close a few times but it’s always just dancing out of reach. I’m not giving up though. I was thinking about just deleting all of the past weight loss/ exercise entries on this blog,  but I won’t. When I do look at them, I feel so discouraged.  I lost a quick 20 lbs right after my divorce and felt amazing.  When I went out out and had fun with friends, I had so much confidence and felt like I could wear what I wanted and finally get the attention that I had been craving.  That was really the first time in my life I had ever had that much confidence and the first time in my life that I felt like I could lose the rest of my weight.  It was such a great feeling…Then all hell broke loose…I don’t even know what happened, but I surely gained the weight back. (And then some.)  I’m at the point where I hate myself for it.  I can’t stand how much weight I gained and really don’t feel like I am worth anything right now.


08/24/13 –197.4
08/19/13 –201.2
10/01/12 –211
09/25/12 –211
09/18/12 –209.6
09/11/12 –210.4
09/10/12–213
09/09/12–215
06/26/12–205
06/25/12–205.6
06/22/12–205.6
06/21/12–205.6
06/12/12–205.6
06/11/12–206
06/08/12–206.8
06/07/12–212
05/25/12–202.4
05/23/12–203.4
05/22/12–204
05/21/12–204.4
05/19/12–206.4
05/18/12–207.2
05/17/12–209
10/19/11–210
06/01/10–193
10/10/10 185 –Goal!!
>09/10/09/190
07/10/09 200
06/10/09–202
05/20/09–203
04/18/09–204
03/20/09–205
02/25/09–211
01/25/09–213
12/25/08–209
11/28/08–213
11/04/08–216
10/24/08–218
10/12/08–222
07/03/08–231
06/29/08–235
01/01/08–252

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2 thoughts on “My “lose-it” progress

  1. Keep up the good work, I am almost 68 yrs old getting back into a decent physical condition. Progress is not as fast as I want, but getting there. Down 61 lbs in the last yr got 57 to go.

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